NO POINT...

Asalamualaikum..
tonight I'm not going to write too much...
just let my word describe about what I feel this time..

I got this from google...

so jangan heran ya..

back to main point, aku terasa nak menulis malam ni sebab I want to keep one of my bad memory in
my life.. please don't say I'm crazy.. belum lagi tapi sikit2 lah..
This is first time in my life I have to through this moment where I don't know what I feel actually..
sometime this feeling is too complicated.. (sorry kalau broken english)
dalam hidup aku, aku tak minta banyak pun,, aku just nak orang hormat aku, hargai apa yang aku buat dan yang paling aku nak jangan tipu aku...
I'm not the one who like talk too much and always complaining..
no that not me.. kalau jumpa muka mcm aku and banyak complain itu bukan aku...
trust me.. seriously I'm not a type person who like to hurt anybody...

aku tak pandai nak menyakitkan hati siapa2 guys..
aku rela sakit dari meyakitkan hati orang lain..
tapi bila aku jumpa a type person yang tak tahu menghargai orang lain, suka menyakitkan hati orang
dan tak pandai jaga hati orang aku rasa dunia tak adil...

it been too long time I try to be strong, but not for this time..
after god show me something beyond from my expectation I lost my control..
I feel so weak and stupid.. I feel want to destroy something yg cuba buat aku rasa down...

after long time god,, this time I don't think I can handle this without you...
why now??? why after few years you give me this pain..
until this time I can't speak clearly, i can't sleep well and so stressful....
give a strong god so I can stand with this pain..
give me my life back..